Hello World.
I have mixed feelings about blogging, but my mom asked me if I was interested....and I guess I am. My counselor said it is supposed to have some sort of therapeutic result in many people, so I suppose I'll give it a shot of some sort.
Time out. I'm shaking. Sugar check time....Result? 67 mg/dL. Low. Juice Box needed.
If you're wondering what I'm talking about, it's my blood sugar. I'm a Type One Diabetic and have been for almost 8 years. Pausing, realizing signs, checking my blood sugar and adjusting as necessary is part of my every day life. Annoying? Incredibly (At this moment, my insulin pump is going off like crazy because I need to fill it up with more insulin...). Controllable? Yes...
Diabetes has "plagued" me for these 8 years, but as of today I am taking back my life....or at least attempting to. It shouldn't control me, but sometimes the stress and hassle of it all makes me want to just SCREAM. The inspiration for this blog is a mix between another blog that I religiously read (www.sixuntilme.com -- pretty much awesome. She's really nice and open with her readers and offers a lot of support) and just having a place to rant about lots of different things. The name of this lovely blog comes completely from my mother. So Mom, I know you're reading this, here's your shout out. It is a constant question of annoyance, but it's because she cares about me and loves me so. I know this, Mom, trust me. Even though I get mad, I know you're trying to help....so thanks.
I guess I should get to the basics then? My name is Julie. I'm 18 and a first year college student, who is interested in Psychology. Diabetic for 8 years, on a pump for 7. I like Ice Hockey and Dance (specifically Tap), hanging out with my friends, and my two dogs Puck and Rudy, along with my cat Madeline (Just a side note, this feels awkward. Like, sixth grade middle school dance awkward....yikes). I have two older brothers, who when they see a FreeStyle Test Strip lying around, like to tackle me (where ever I am, mind you) and call for an investigation of the "test strip killer." They both live in Philly and I miss them. Summer will be good for seeing them. I'm excited.I have a fantastic boyfriend, named Brad, who I have been dating for 2.5 years. He understands me pretty well and understands (somewhat) of what I go through/ helps me with it. I have great friends at college and from high school, who help me through the rough times. I miss the high school friends...but we'll be reunited soon! My parents are empty-nesters now...but I think they've survived.
I guess that's about it. Enjoy (I guess?). Hopefully you won't think this is stupid.
